Insecure chicks piss me off

Havent blogged in a good minute. What with all thats been going on I scarcely find time. But 2 days ago was my birthday and since then Ive had distraction after distraction. Me an my school had a little trip to go on and we went. On the bus there was this guy ahead of me, when I poked him I caught him in the neck he asked me 2 massage his nack cuz he had a crique in it. I've known this guy since about freshman year an he is harmless. So I gave it no thought. I messed with him on the way back, an pulled his scrunchie out (Long nice hair) an laughed with him an all...

Here comes the pain.....

His girl, (remain by the name of Alice) text me 2 days later 2 "Stay away from her boyfriend, and if I respected her enough I wouldnt mess with him anymore or massage his neck."

I was floored

1, she came out the neck with a text message. I just lose so much for people when they use text message to talk 2 others about something that is bothering them. She coulda told me on the trip instead of being a little girl. Next, it was harmless, and he asked me 2. So instead of talking to me she shoulda been asking her man to dont ask. I am a friendly person, and a bit innocent when it comes to things. Next when I told her wats up she said "I would rather keep my cool and text. and keep this on the DL (down low: secret)"

I was so tempted to forward this to her BF. She is so self centered its a wonder. But I know why she told me that at the very least. She knows damn well that if it gets back to him she is in deep shit. He will ask her why shes being this way an it would be a big argument. Now Im half angry and half pitting her. This girl is gorgeous...I mean this and I dont say this about a lot of people. She could me a model how shes built, tall, fair hair, and a wonderful face. How is she threatened by me or any girl that comes in her BFs path? I noe hed never cheat cuz hes just that way so wats up. I hate that girls that are beautiful an built way better then me are scared and threatened by me or ppl not even on their lvl. My entire weekend is ruined cuz of this stupidness, an Monday Imma have to deal with her an she is always around her bf an we have 2 frees togethr...damn....

Now I cant talk 2 her about how I feel cuz 1 of 2 things will happen. 1 She will fly off the handel say somethings that she will regret and I will leave this school on a very bad note. Or 2, Imma get mad after a while and have to bite my tongue b4 I kill her. I hate being the older one in every single confrontation, which seems 2 be some chick not wanting me anywhere near their BF....I have no clue y there scared of me. I have dark circles, nappy hair, and not at all light. Other than a big bust I dont have much. That just pisses me off, perfectly built girls being so damn insecure with their bf. Be confident that he wont cheat damnit. My bf is in another state over 2,000 miles and I TRUST HIM! I know him well enough to trust he wont do anything stupid or to hurt me.

But whatever, what do I know right. Imma act civil to this self conscious one. Id be wrong if I did the normal senior thing and just tell her the hell off. But you know Im almost out of here, the last thing I need is more pain an more drama....for christs sake half this stuff I deal with are in daily novellas....Blogg with ya all soon :)