Cascaded Tears

Looks as if my friendship is over with a long time friend. Friend for 3 yrs and he kills me off cuz of a girl I introduced to...I guess Im stung a little bit. Im detatching them from my life now the both of them. Hes somewhat of a tool 2 him. he states he doesnt have to abide by her, but he carries her things waits for her outside of class outside of school to walk her. He wont talk 2 me cuz it makes her angery, he use to be a free spirited mind and open to anything. Now hes just like the rest of the guys in my school. Tools to their women willing to please no matter how dumb they act or mean they can be to others. I tell me bf (yea Im taken) that dont try and please me 100% of the time. I dont expect him 2. Hell I expect him to argue with me when Im wrong and tell me how he feels. Not surpresse it like a dumb ass and let it burst a few days later. But recently this pissed me the hell off



Im walking with a friend of mine and hes there. I smile at him and he looks right past me. Takes a few things to upset me. and that is NUMBER 1!



To look past a person as if there not there is some what the equivalent of a slap in the face to me. Now were walking and its pouring rain. I wait for him to say somethin to me but he never does, On a usual he says hello or pushes me like the good old days. None of that. Then he says he has to go and walks in another direction away from us. Now Im walking alone to the train. when I get there soaking wet who do I see. I see him and hes with his GF. Now I dont mind if he wanted to go back and wait for her he coulda said hey Yo Imma go back for her. That woulda been all and cool. But he had to walk around me his friend so he can go to her. Thats a high ass addiction to one person. I mean I am all for the gf bf scene, i am a die hard romantic. But I cant stand the ppl who have to be with there gf or bf 24/7. That proves to the world and urself that you are just a sad excuse of a person. You need another person to cling to to completle your already lacking personality. He had a good one until he mingled with her, I wish him happiness dont get me wrong but hes changed and not for the better. Hes beckom a walking tool, and personally I dont associate with tools anymore, all they do is talk talk talk about their using other.



I mean she has threatened to break up with him, and this is wat gets me the absolute most about this bitch. She threatened tp break up with him 110 times, and the strong guy I know woulda brushed it off. Told her if she wanted to, go ahead and do it, and call her on her bluff...(which it is every single time cuz she knows she wont find anybody better..EVER. No1 puts up with her crap like him.) But he made a fatal mistake



When she threatened he falls in line..HE HAS NO BACKBONE ANYMORE, SHE STRIPPED HIM OF THE 1 THING I REPSECTED MOST. Idk if he knows it but he has lost all respect I have ever had for him ever. I wont get it back and he has lost me as a friend forever. I remember his confidence and his dominance as if it were yseterday instead of a yr ago. Slowly but surly that harpy killed my frined, and I wont forgive her for it. And the sad point is that at 1 point I had so musch admiration for her, shes a dead memory to me as well. I never wanted to admit it but I admired how she took charge and took nothing from no 1. Now I see shes a sad sight, nothing to admire for she has no personality of her own and leaches off another to make herself sound bigger.



What happened to my rebelliouse guy friend who brushed things off and laughed? My best friend who threw thick an thin cheered me up when I was down? The one person who has seen me threw the hell and heaven, seen me threw the dark and light? The one person I saw as my other half and the older brother I always wanted. My brother, my rock and protector......are you out there? Guess not aymore. I close the book on this chapter, but it was a good run just sad it ended this way. Slowly but surely we drift upon our memories of 1 another