Is Tired

I slept in on my SAT day...my mom wont stop screaming at me.

"You'll never get a good job, never pass a class if you do this."

One mistake and Im already casted as the failure. Its so typical. No she had to have done it on purpose...she couldnt have possibly not heard her alarm clock or was so tired from yesterday that she slept in. One mistake give me one and all of a sudden its a huge deal, the world is ending OMFG.

So tired of the run around. Im starting not to care...Pass....Fail.....starting to make no diffrence to me if Im gonna be screamed at over the little shit in life. She says oh and you wanna act all depressed. Im not depressed about my grades, not at all of my situation at home. Its constantly being told that Im not gonna get anywhere is what bugs the livng shit outta be. and most kids will say it to. They dont relize that when a Parent starts going off on them instead of just being calm that thats when we start to shut down. Nobody likes being screamed at, nobody likes being talked to as if there a dog. Nobody likes it so why submit a child to it? To all the ppl with parents out there this question is for you...

You yell at your kid huh? Do you do it to get a point across or do you do it so you can feel better?

Most parents yell at their kids cuz they were yelled at as children. Or even worse like with my SOB of a father he was a spoiled brat all the way around. My grandma spoiled him rotton and thus he excects everyone to submit to him and do as he says when he throws a temper tantrum. Thats not gonna work on me, If I wanna be heard then damnit Imma be heard. He wants to scream and cry like a kid...then Imma persue him as if he were a child. Not the right thing, but you know what Im sick and tired of being the adult. Hes supposed to act like one not me. And in comes my mother I love the woman to death but she is such a....Busy body.....


Swearing up and down she knows whats best cause she went to college....reminds me of Plankton on Spongebob Squarepants....

Planktons voice. "You cant do this to me Krabs!"

"I WENT TO COLLEGE!!!!!!!!"

I wanna go to college too but the way shes acting makes me wanna pull my own eyes out. Shes so up there that she cant see down her own nose. I mess up yes, but I have ACT and Imma make sure Im up for that one in a heart beat.

Is just tired and wanna cry and hit something right this second. Dont care if I hurt myself, apparently nobody else does either. Dont care if I just fade away. I want the leering eyes to stop. I want to be left alone and not judged but that is far to much to ask in a house where everyone gets looked at as if they were under a magnifying glass, searching for every possible flaw